Oh the cranky.
Today was hard. I’m pretty sure that today was hard because I went H.A.M. yesterday. You’d think it would have the opposite effect? Anyway, today I just couldn’t feel full, I ate so much but nothing could satisfy me. Statements like nothing satisfies me, only Jesus.. seem out of reach and cliché … Blah blah blah….
Today, I was getting real real cranky. The sky opened the holy slurpee machine and just poured this snowy feathery junk everywhere. This is the worst kind of snow.. it sticks but annoyingly…
Anyway, the temperature dropped a bit and on the way home. And the snow started freezing and in more defined shapes. It seemed magical, it was a strangely quiet evening with slow dusty snow flakes gently catching the streetlights. It reminded me of gold dust. In the signs and wonder movement, I’ve heard of churches seeing gold dust – out of nowhere people would see flecks of gold in their hair, hands, and falling from the sky. I used to pray that God would show me gold dust. I know I’m a brat, I have so much and I still want to see tricks but I mean he’s my father and I can ask… I mean, he can still say no. With that said, while I was going home cranky.. Holy Spirit nudged me, isn’t it cool? Isn’t it cool that water can fall so gently from the sky and fall with such beauty? I honestly think that this phenomenon is as cool as gold dust… And it’s so accessible for people to experience if we’d just look.
Anyway… this cranky day ends in romance. God you are so cool. AND I got an awesome parking spot. Revelation AND my favorite parking spot was still open, that is truly a provision from God alone! I’m not sure, but I’m really thankful that He’s so good to me.